It seems like I have less time to do the things I enjoy, even though I really have more. I can't spend any time on the computer. I don't have time to read. I don't have time to test out my shoes with real Parkour. I don't have time to visit Jenny. It's like, my life is contracting.
I spent a lot of time on the phone with Jenny tonight. Maybe like two hours. But, that's not really how I want our relationship to be. I'm not... good at talking to people on the phone. I hate it. Just like leaving messages. I'm not funny, I'm not cool, and I don't HAVE FUN. I don't want to be like Steven. He's a pussy-whipped woman. I AM NOT!
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